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I like bookstores with warm lights, the soft glow of orangy brights, not those of sizzling hot spotlights. Let the rain fall.

My arched back hurts so much that I feel like peeling my spine, and this poor chair, it has been sat on all day long. I wonder if it's legs will bend if I gain weight.

There's one with a warm and charming smile, the last person I thought would be able to make my heart skip a beat. He's got a heart of gold and the things he does melts my heart.

Then there's another who is kinda embarrassing to hang out with sometimes, count him lucky for that extraordinary good looks and the way he's able to squint his eyes a little when he smiles, it totally over killed me. He makes me laugh and he's tall enough to make me feel safe when he's around. I don't believe in love at first sight, but if you do, this is the guy who might make you feel that way.

So many boys so little time. But don't you girls like to hear love stories? Or would you rather I blog about my LOVELY maths tutor who sweats alot and breathes at her glasses before she wipes them? How about the cat that sniffed at my brother's stinky shoes which could possibly be the root of the word 'stench'?

No, let's talk about wonderful things, I insist. =)

♡♡♡

starr

Rule no.1 : People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Rule no.2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending to other people.


1. What is your favourite sport?
shopping

2. Would you fall in love with a guy younger than you?
no and i hope they don't fall in love with me too.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
i'm home schooled and i enjoy that

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
endorse myself to be the spokesperson for Barbie cosmetics, and put the rest of the money in Swiss bank so I can donate off the interest I earn.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
my best friends are girls.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved?
both you dumbass

7. As of today, do you like anyone?
yeah. wu zun. no, seriously.

8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?
I'll get used to it. That happens to me all the time.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yeah I'm easily contended.

10. What makes you angry?
irritating noises and hot weathers

11. how would you see yourself in 10 years time?
hopefully still not needing botox

12. Who is currently most important people to you?
family including my aunts, cousins and granny, my dearest friends and my cat

13. What is the most important thing in your life?
success

14. Would rather be single and rich or married but poor?
if i'm rich i won't be single right? silly question.

15. What are your favourite colors?
white, navy, turquoise and pink.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
always have, always will.

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i'll choose one more to fall in love with. the more the merrier!

18. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
it really depends on who did what to me.

19. What do you want to tell the person you love?
i'll be there for you

20. What type of person will you fall in love with?
I don't have a type of guy that I like. Gotta be able to connect with each other.

 
The 5 random ppl which gonna do the quiz are :
1. i
2. really
3. dont have much
4. blog
5. friends

tagged by my cousin, May

starr

Is there really a need to try to be an angel? I honestly regard crude remarks as feedbacks that will do me good. That's why if somebody gives me feedbacks, I will feed them back with the same level of gruel for fuel =) My exchange rate policy is 1:1. And those who battle with wits unarmed should never enter my territory or... I guess you all are familiar with the pH 1 acid I spill.

mahalo.

Here I am stranded
stark under the clouds
fingers dug deep into my own skin
clinging on my tainted soul
the clouds shifted into shapes of you
those days we bit our lips
not to say I love you

this song is not for you
it's not for you indeed
this song is meant for goodbye
it's not for you indeed

starr

I woke up today and feel very crappy I should be meeting Mitch but I don't know what the hell he's doing. Don't feel like going out already.

-My salary from White Bar is short of about more than $100
-Whevever I think about having to go for vocal training again, the skies turn grey.
-Photo shoots suck. The photographers yell at me cos I can't get changed in 20 seconds. Tell me, who the fuck can do that?
-If I don't stay home and study my ass off, I won't make it to good unis and I'll be stuck in this misery.
-I wanna see Aaron and Chun. But, they come in a package, along with the 2 other annoying dudes and their crew. Sigh...

Crappy week again. I need to see a shrink.

starr

I don't think I'm gonna sign the contract after all. I don't have the right to dream of becoming a celebrity just because I got offered a contract.

Fuck all. No, seriously. I'm damn sick of these rubbish, sudden changes in my life and things not working out. Plus, I have to refrain myself from deliberately damaging this younger dude who tries all sorts of stunts in his own games. Sigh. Why do I always have bad experience with younger boys?

It's back to the daily grinds of econs essays and ridiculous maths questions. I'm being a total bitch these days and I'm really sorry about it.

Aaron Yan YaLun. You're up next. =)

starr

Wish I didn't have to work or party today. In a blink of an eye the whole week is gone already. It's our girls' night out, and I'm really keen to join in, but the pile homework is screaming in deafening silence, plus vocal training and all the other miscellaneous classes I have to attend absolutely leech away my youth just like that.

I thought I was lucky to be scouted, and this voice in my head told me "Hey just do it man, become a starlet and what's wrong with wanting to kill time?"

I never knew that I never had that much time on my hands to begin with, until I got myself into all these. So much work, so many boys, party temptations, and all sorts of others, BUT SO LITTLE TIME.

The guys that I've been dying to meet are here already, but we simple don't have the time to meet up I wanna see Chun and Wu GengLin, you all know him as Yan YaLun. Hopefully I'll bump into them when I go for singing classes or photo shoots! Peace~ ♥

So many boys so little time.