July 4th, 2009
My boyfriend thinks he's getting old just because he's not that keen on shopping and dolling up anymore. Mind you, he's as much a vain pot as I am. He's beautiful.
I might have said this before about someone else's face being so perfect that I can look at it forever. It's true, some people are THAT attractive. I can say the same about Arata, except, I can also embrace his flaws like he he embraces mine.
I don't like my own face to be honest. When he was getting all dreamy-eyed at this horrible picture he took of me, I wanted to commit suicide for allowing my own face to look like this. I can't find what's so cute about the picture he's starring at all the time.
I don't think I'm growing old, and I don't think I'm ready to settle down. It's too early to even think about it, but I'm thinking about it; I want to move to India for a while if he'll still be there. I don't want our love to blossom only when it's off season or whenever I do have holidays or decieved the whole world and myself that the school holidays aren't over yet.
It's time to wake up and work hard, Barbie girls. Now go find your own Ken and let's chase rainbows together with our perfect boyfriends.